So, he is of the lot that does not matter

He does not know about love, or the way his heart works. He just knows the strange longing he feels, when he remembers some one. It is like the wanning of the moon, he can feel the longing in the other person when he sits for the zazen. His heart beats and he understands the longing is from him too.. Well he knows the road is not be simple.. but then he is not simple himself